Tuesday, April 21, 2009. 11:43 PM .
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LOST.... LOST..... LOST
don't know what to do
where to start
how to do
i'm just lost
maybe..... maybe not..... maybe....maybe not
i'm tired......really really tired
SO CANNOT MAKE IT LAH
one word.......
LOUSY!
Monday, April 20, 2009. 12:32 AM .
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I was wrong... I am still a failure after all
I thot i have changed, but no I dont think so.
Why all these things are happening?
Why? Why? Why?
1st Gabriel. then LE and now Nicholas
I have failed........
And Yap! Is all MY FAULT! MY FAULT! MY FAULT!
I think I can forget about my "STUPID" vision.
FAT HOPE! I'm no where there.
DREAM ON! Stupid Fool .....Dream on ......
In fact.... STOP dreaming and be REAL!
Don't get people into trouble anymore PLEASE!!!
Don't create anymore mess PLEASE!!!
I have let Everybody down more then anything
I'm tired....
What kind of dad am I?
What kind of husband am I?
What kind of employee am I?
What kind of colleage am I?
What kind of christian am I?
One word........
LOUSY!
Why? Why? Why?
I think i will not cause anymore harm and trouble......
Im tired.....
Im really really tired.....
DAD! tell me .....tell me..... tell me what you want?
I thot i have changed, but no I dont think so.
Why all these things are happening?
Why? Why? Why?
1st Gabriel. then LE and now Nicholas
I have failed........
And Yap! Is all MY FAULT! MY FAULT! MY FAULT!
I think I can forget about my "STUPID" vision.
FAT HOPE! I'm no where there.
DREAM ON! Stupid Fool .....Dream on ......
In fact.... STOP dreaming and be REAL!
Don't get people into trouble anymore PLEASE!!!
Don't create anymore mess PLEASE!!!
I have let Everybody down more then anything
I'm tired....
What kind of dad am I?
What kind of husband am I?
What kind of employee am I?
What kind of colleage am I?
What kind of christian am I?
One word........
LOUSY!
Why? Why? Why?
I think i will not cause anymore harm and trouble......
Im tired.....
Im really really tired.....
DAD! tell me .....tell me..... tell me what you want?